Queen of Ramdom Award for Today

I had been sort of mad at God for my dad dying.  Then this thought popped in my head, "I wasn't the one who said you had all the time in the world."  And I thought, "OK God, I got it.  I thought there would be plenty of time left.  I just never thought my dad would die.  I was the one who didn't prioritize what was important."  Then I thought, was that God or was I just talking to myself.  I do that a lot.  Then I thought, hey it probably was God because he knows I don't listen to anyone but myself so who better to tell me important stuff than me.  Does anyone else do that?  Am I the only person that thinks God talks to them through their own conversations in their heads?  I'm starting to scare myself.