And the plot thickens....

So, I said this year would be "The Great Adventure"....oh how I believe that God has a sense of humor.  I made the choice to go to work in Iraq for many reasons.  Still fully intend to do that, if the government would hurry up and give me my clearance.  Then we get approved for 4 more chicken houses which is AWESOME and with that we can roll the house loan in to the chicken house loan.  MORE THAN AWESOME!!!!  I have been wanting this house for so long, have every inch planned out.  But, here comes God's sense of humor.  I will be working in Iraq during the building process for all of it.  I won't be in control of building my house.  I will have to trust the people around me to convey what I want.  Wow, letting go of the control......God must be laughing.  Control is what I do so well and now I'll have NONE.  So, I say "Ok Lord, I'm stepping out and letting go."